Thursday, July 30, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
MYSTERY IME
Ok so we are rehearsing and having a good time im new so im quiet and on breaks I just listen to my music, get online or read my book…but every body is talking..Me a him keep making eye contact and I just look away..so now breaks over and its time to get back to work….in about another two hours it is over…and every body begins to leave but I have to stay the night…(I chose to)….he (mystery) shows me that I am sleeping in the same room as him..but I don’t want to lay down so I go out on the porch despite its like 3 in the morning and just stare at the sky and think..Then I go to the little practice area and hook my laptop up to the stereo and play a slow song …I just begin to dance and let the music get inside of me…then I hear a noise and I quickly stop and turn around despite the fact I didn’t see him in the huge mirror…so there he is peeking around the corner…he really shocked me…”wow” I say “you were doing good” he said…”yea that’s just something I do rarely’….so he starts to walk over slowly to my computer and I turn with his strait forward movement…he starts the song over…and turns slowly around and starts walking toward me..”I want you to try this with me. It’s an idea I gat when I saw you dance” “ok” I say. So now he is in the back of me he holds me close to him and says “ok now how do you feel about this?” he takes his hand and traces the middle of my body from my neck to thy… “How do you feel” he says “weak” I say “now what if I kissed your neck?” and he did just that many times…. “how do you feel now?” “I feel….i feel…I feel even weaker” “good” he says…”ok he says …….now” as he grabs my waste and pulls me close…”now just sway your body with mine” and we do just that. So his hands are on my waste and we are standing there dancing…the only light in the room is the laptop its about to shut off so I almost break free and try to turn it back on..but he stops me “let it go off” he says…so I let it his hand grasp my waste again and we begin to dance again….it pitch black now and we are becoming one and feeling each other in pleasure…so after like 30 minutes, he turns me around until we are facing chest to chest “now what if this happens” he says as I feel his presents in the dark come closer to my face and feel his lips whisper over my lips..a chill goes through my body as I continue to kiss him and he is doing the same…then we stop and head for out side… we just look at the stars and moon while he is holding me…”now what about this” he says again as he touches me….i faint and he catches me and carries me to the room and then he shows me what would make me fall fast asleep…
Monday, July 13, 2009
man
god i have really been busy i have not been on here in a while!
but yea i have pomes and every thing so thats good to
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Marh 25,2009
I like really need to talk to him,
i need to know how he feel really and
if we are on the same page , because i
really need things towork, of if they are
ment to be, i want him to kno i am foreal
and i am willing to make that sacrafice to
see how things will go.....so i can stop worring
about it, he is wonder ful and i think he is just amazing,
but i juat think if we talk this out thngs will just be
better......so check back in later
*TH3 Godd3ss*
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Saturday, March 14, 2009
i hope....
ok..
na i want to say i hope....
when i was bein true and real
it was her you wanted to mess wit..
you said u loved me..but i knew u was liyin, and when i said it bac it ment nothin...
i tried to keep the wall satndin up tall but all you did was burn it down....every time
so the only option i had was to get hurt
i geuss it was silly me thinkin you would change an be mature.
i thought wrong i geuss...
na i let the burden go...
and i not stressin no moe....wat eva u do wit her...shoot [me] i cancare less na
as a real person told me
{ you to smart to be styressin ova a nigga} and yea i geuss he was rite.
i used to refer to us and rite
but na i kno the real side...the one who got a slice of heven but feel for hell, and is bunin forever...
so i moved on....things go be so much better na..cause im not to be the stupid one in the situation no moe
cause its juat not me.
there for i hope you see rhe real u
~TH3 G0DD3SS~
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