Friday, February 20, 2009

FUSTRAT3D

Im stuck on something and i cant cant get off,
I dont care but every time i hear  it i like get all in grief.
I cant seem to wonder why i feel this way but is hard to 
Relate to any one because i have a genuwine feeling,
but then i turn around and things start to play tricks on me
They seem real and perfect but then its like you always have that
Thing that will come and destroy it!
It's fustrating because i dont know where to turn 
It's fustrating because i want to cry
I refuse to be to one that dosent say anything when 
I feel like curling up into a ball and stay there because of fear
{FEAR OF WHAT YOU MAY ASK?}
fear of  falling bac into the same trap ive been in for all my life
I want to stay out of it, and when i did i was happy but...........
Geuss wat? i got out of that circle and a aother one came up that is like
Kickin the hell out of me! BUT..................you know what im go be strong.
Im go stand up for what i belive in, yea mabey its o be hard to let go but hey
if he really loved me, or the positions i put my self in are not good for me,
Then het i geuss i am right for making this decision.
So yes i'm going to do it.....even if it tries  to kill me...........*CRYING*
~TH3 G0DD3SS~
      ~CYDNI~

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